I miss you..,

It has been a year since we've haven't seen each other. Every time I remember our memories I still feel the hunger and thirst for you. It is like haunting me every now and then. It is true that it is hard to forget a person like you. I remember the times when I am sick and you were always there to take care of me. Remember when I have Christmas party?! You both the food for me and my classmates thought you were someone else. I also remember the times when we have big fights. I was so scared when you told me "bahala ka sa buhay mo!". I was so afraid and anxious that what if you really let me be on my own. I was so naive that time but still I was able to be sensitive about your feelings. I remember what my Aunt Linda told me, that I was so lucky that you love me so much that you do not want anybody to make me cry. I was so thankful that you were always there for me through thick and thin. Remember whenever I got sick, you were always there to take good care of me. You never let anyone hurt me or make me feel bad. Also remember the times when my mother is not around at night??! You would always there by my side and slept together in my bed. I also remember the times whenever I do not like to sleep at night that I was like Paranoid, that I was so afraid of nothing. And there you are again at my side, so sleepy but still trying to be with me all night. Remember when that happened we watch movies all night. I remember when you went to Quezon City with my cousin and you were there for 2months and the day you came back you asked me to listen to your favorite song "Whenever you call". You always want me to sing it to you and print the lyrics of the song for you, so that you could sing with me. You know what I appreciate it even when I do not show it to you. The time that I realize that I need to show you what I feel, it is too late!! Here's the sad part. Last July2007, Oh my goodness I hate that month! That was the time when you were so ill. That time you were so hot tempered and you always get mad at me, at everybody. But I never thought you are suffering that time that you are very very sick. Last July2007, You were confined on the hospital for 2 weeks and my cousin Ate Michie and I take care of you for just a day and a night. The next day, the doctor told us that your days are numbered. You will only last for 2 months. I was so sad. I hate it! Remember my birthday??! You were singing your lungs out in the videoke. You were so happy that time. But last Sept. 15, 2007 you left me alone, here in this cruel world. I miss you tita! You were like my second mom. I hate to see you go but there's no way to get you back. Tita Lydia, how I wish you were beside me every night. How I wish you were here every time I am sick. How sad that I didn't show my love and appreciation for you. I'm so sorry for not giving you importance. For not showing that you are very very important in my life. It's hard for me to move on. I do not know why. But still I need to say sorry for all the wrong doings I've done! Tita you are one of the most special person in my life. I can't say that I will promise to change myself for you, but I promise that I will do my best to make most out of me. Tita, Mother said that if I still think of you, you might be stuck here in earth. Tita, I love you so much! And I'm sorry for everything! Tita the reason why I'm doing this composition, its because I just want to show everybody that I love you and I am very sorry for being a naughty daughter and I want to show everybody that I am very thankful that God had given me an Aunt like you. Imagine, you give up your LOVE LIFE just to take good care of me. Tita, wherever you are right now, I hope that you are happy for me and you will not forget us! I will miss you tita!